4 more daysit's been quite some time since i have some quiet free time to myself to just sit down and think about wat's about to happen in the future. as compared to the last 2 times, the fact that i'll be flying back to london soon didn't hit me as early as it had been this time. maybe it's bcos i'm too bz? maybe it's bcos i've almost done most of the things so there's not much regrets bugging me as a reminder? or maybe it's bcos i've been happy and so i just enjoy the present and not look too far ahead?
no matter wat, it suddenly dawned on me that i'll be leaving singapore for 9 months in just 4 days time. woah~~ a little too sudden ya? yeah... totally. once again, i've to go thru this withdrawal syndrome period again. looking at my room, it doesnt feel like i've left it for 9 months.. and the thought that i wun see it again for another 9 months simply dun feel right. all the little little tings which i didn't take note of, which didn't appear to be of any significance, suddenly become part of the things i would miss again. sigh... hope i'm not making things worse for those of u who are gonna leave soon too. =P
like what i've said last year, like what eewen had mentioned before too, it was hard to leave in our 1st year... however it's even harder to leave now after knowing what we will be missing. i will miss my family for sure... and also all the comfort and good things which i would take for granted when i'm at home. =~( however i guess the feeling during departure would be quite different this year. there will still be sadness definitely, but i'm thankful that this year I wouldn't have to board the plane in loneliness. ;)