anyone...?.Have been checking the mailbox religiously these few days. The official letter is not here yet, but base on the info found today, it should be as per my deduction. As per last year (assuming my deduction is correct), I am super happy & excited abt it but at the same time feel that it's over-rated and undeserving.
It also crossed my mind whether it IS a true reflection of the higher level judgement.. Or maybe it's just relative.
Along with the elation comes the stress and expectations.. Is this sustainable? Will the "bubble" busrt one day? Am I up for it?
No matter what, those can wait. I just hope to be able to share my joy with someone for now... one who will be happy for me...
signing off @ 9:45 pm with
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
A day of up n down n up n down..The chinese horoscope says that this lunar yr is not a good one for the Mouse in the area of work. It also says the Mouse need to qin li qin wei, cannot overly depend on others.
I heard the same phrase being repeated again today, out of kind intention.
It's true I've slackened too much since the long break. Need to be more disciplined and build up the momentum again. It's time to get some initiatives going again.. Need to make myself more useful.