anyone...?.Have been checking the mailbox religiously these few days. The official letter is not here yet, but base on the info found today, it should be as per my deduction. As per last year (assuming my deduction is correct), I am super happy & excited abt it but at the same time feel that it's over-rated and undeserving.
It also crossed my mind whether it IS a true reflection of the higher level judgement.. Or maybe it's just relative.
Along with the elation comes the stress and expectations.. Is this sustainable? Will the "bubble" busrt one day? Am I up for it?
No matter what, those can wait. I just hope to be able to share my joy with someone for now... one who will be happy for me...