validity of post - only when under pressurei am well known for having a high stress concentration factor, i.e. i experience a much higher local stress when being applied a normal remote stress. the normal remote stress increased a little recently, and the local stress i experienced increased proportionately, by a few folds. loads of undone tutorials, manufacturing, report, failed test, deteriorating spanish(all of a sudden!), gotten my exam timetable, lack of sleep, on the brink of falling sick, lack of time, lack of time management, lack of discipline... and more work are coming in at a speed which i didn't, and now couldn't keep track. my stress level has really gotten pretty high...
all of a sudden i feel like just coping myself in my room to do my work and not go out. i tried doing this a few times but i know i'll only achieve 2 to 3 hours of efficiency.. after which i can no longer concentrate and i'll end up falling asleep if i try harder.
it makes tings even worse when pple ard you are relatively more stressed than usual and we are snapping away at one another or generating hurtful comments without realizing.
will be going to watch mary poppins tml and spending an entire day at cadbury world and birmingham on sat, both arranged long ago b4 any stress was felt. hopefully i'll be able to relax completely on both occasions to recharge myself and not think about the time 'wasted'.
on a side note... i miss ktv so much suddenly. i wanna sing!!!! >_<