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Whee.. 1000 hits!

- Viv, 19August09

YES! I solved it! *beam*
It was an HTML error.

- Viv, 03August09

There's some problem with blogger.. or is it just my blog??
I cant seem to be able to post anything else without affecting the page layout. =(
Hopefully it's a blogger problem and they will solve it soon.

- Viv, 02August09

Hiyee.. Welcome!
It's a new look again... I hope you will like it. =)

- Viv, 12July09

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..Rambling..

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Running thoughts

i like running at night... because of the cool breeze, the quiet surrounding, the darkness and the music. It gives me the personal time and space i need, and i always end up reflecting and reminiscing the past.

sometimes i would look back at what happened at work for the day and asked myself if i did well, if i did right, if things could be better, if i should do something about some things.

sometimes i would think back about how i met my hubby 8 years ago, about the many times when fate played us out, about how he was always somewhere near me like my guardian angel, about how he hugged me ecstatically when i finally said yes on both occasions, about how he continues to be the sweet loving thoughtful guy that always puts me before him and how content and happy i am right now.

sometimes i would think about the many good friends i used to have but eventually lost touch with because i am simply not good at maintaining the friendships. i blame it on my inability to maintain a conversation. i blame it on my shyness. i blame it on my passivity. I blame it on my fear of attending gatherings or to ask friends out because i am afraid of getting into the awkward silence.

i thought about these friends today. i thought about the good times we had, i thought about the hurt we had caused each other. i wondered how they are doing now, and i wondered how things would change if i take the step out to say "hi, i still think of you sometimes. i hope u r doing well, i hope we can put the bad things behind us, and i hope we are still friends."

it will take me a lot of courage to be able to take this step. And even if i mustered the courage to take this first step, will i have the courage to face the response? Can I handle rejection? Can I take the truth?

it is definitely so much easier to just keep it as a thought.

signing off @ 12:05 am with 0 Comments

..What about me..

I am happily married. :)
Just a typical girl seeking her own fairy tale.. and she is glad to have found her prince. =)
And the prince decided to ask the typical girl… to be his princess and live happily ever after!!

~*20 November 2010*~
The day my prince went on his knees and presented me with THE ring!

~*27 November 2010*~
The day we booked Changi Village Hotel to hold our solemnisation ceremony!

~*11 December 2010*~
The day we found and bought our fairytale castle!

~*14 December 2010*~
The day we finally decided and bought our wedding bands - to be worn on our fingers forever!

~*21 December 2010*~
The day my prince and I filed for a notice of marriage with ROM!

~*25 January 2011*~
The day we collected our marriage certificate from the ROM!

~*30 January 2011*~
The day my prince and I tied the knots to live happily ever after!